Gabe says, I need to let her go. But how, when I always get reminders of her? This is so frustrating. Let me confess, is that she hurt me. Ok. I was angry. But I still love her. For some reason, and I want to be able to tell her, and her family, who she connected me with, that GOD loves them. I have not been able to do this yet. So, I hold fast. Gabe is absolutely right. 100%. I have tried it over, and over. It is all because, when I was on the bus, I heard "Awesome GOD" by Rich Mullins for the first time. I dedicated, to the budding relationship, with her, and her family. Then, something happened. Now, she forgets me. Everytime I hear that song, I think of the relationship. 2000. Best year of my life, as we chatted, wrote, called, and even sent a tape of myself speaking to her. Yet, in the end, she said I was "a stalker" and that I was obsessed with her. W...
My friends, brothers, and sisters. Shalom. JESUS is truthful. JESUS saves. JESUS is our Lord, Savior, and Friend. He fulfilled the law. So, that we will not be judged, you see by the law, but we will be judged by the Blood of JESUS. The blood saves us, and makes us clean, before the Father. We need to believe in JESUS to be saved. Each of us will give an account to GOD. BUT when we call on JESUS we will be saved. I feel like I am in a prison, of hostility from a certain person. I consider this, my thorn in the side. For some reason, they will not even let me apologize. I must honor this, because I said, "Thy will be done". Never tell a woman, this. Because there is a false teaching going about, that women do not need a savior- do not need JESUS. Let me tell you, that JESUS went to women- if women did not need JESUS, He would not have gone to the woman at the well. JESU...