Ermcool's Blog

 In a text, my Mom wished me an excellent day.  So I wanted to wish you an excellent day as well.  Today, I work, but only from 1:15 PM to 4:00 PM.  But tomorrow, I close for Jeremiah  6 PM to 10 PM.  It is only four hours.  But I will take any hours I can get.  Perhaps they are returning me to part time.  But I managed to get some extra hours.  These hours will go towards saving for my car.   Yesterday, after I went to my Mom's I went back out and got some gas.  The gas prices were actually down, not up.  So, it was good to get some fuel at a lower price.  2.79.  Down ten cents from 2.89.  As I fueled up, I remember a guy left is truck idling.  So, I went in and bought a snack.  The guy who left his truck idling was buying a hunting and fishing license.   Now, I am just relaxing before work.  Going to play some more Total War: Rome II .  I really enjoy that game, more than...

 I decided to get in a few words before I go to work.  Yes, I found another YouTube I enjoy, and I still have some coffee.  As long as I have coffee, I can write.  The other day I was thinking about... my situation again.  I guess I should not feel so bad about it.  Because I am working, and I'm actually enjoying it.  I work hard, but I get paid every week.  I mean, I am happy.  I do not see why I continue on.  I guess I just do not believe in giving up.  Originally, it was all love.  But there is some disgust as well.  I mean, it is taking counseling to move on.  I got caught up by it, trying to remain faithful to something that did not exist.  But in the end, I went off of what I had.  What I knew.  I was a sailor.  But I also am a human being.  I just hope that I will be able to finally move on from it.  After all, it was a long time ago.  But still.  I just like the implicat...