Right now, i am listening to Bold Steps Radio, from the Moody Bible Institute in Chicago. It is a radio Bible message, right now he is discussing the end times. Mark Joel. Today, i fly out to Seattle at 2:58 PM. i am reminded that i need to trust God. i have not flown since 2013. It is time for that to change apparently. i am excited. i will be flying up to Seattle. i will be travelling to Everett. i will be taking the Corrections WAPAT. i am applying to become a Correctional Deputy. The jails i am applying to are in Washington. Pierce County, Lewis County, and last but not least Snohomish County. i am so excited. i have not been to Washington in years.
i just smoked a cigarette and let Max in. It is cooling down outside. It is currently 57 degrees outside. So, it is to cold for Max to sleep outside. i have allowed myself to continue smoking, because it helps my anxiety. My therapist helps too. i no longer feel anxiety while driving. But i keep wanting to smoke. i don't smoke while i drive. After driving my Dad's Rodeo for about two years, i can handle that now. i am used to not smoking when i drive. But sometimes, i really want a cigarette.
i visited my mother today. i stopped by to see if Meagan would whip up a batch of her famous chicken nuggets. But she had something else. A treat made with oat meal, chocolate, peanut butter, and sprinkled with chocolate chips. Yum. It was delicious. After i tried the scrumptious treat, i asked Meagan to make me some chicken nuggets. Which she did. My Mom got me a Dr. Pepper, and my Mom's dogs watched me while i ate. No Tucker Carlson tonight. Mom was busy on her phone. My sister Meagan was doing school.
My Dad watched some shows on his ROKU. He got it from my sisters, Elizabeth and Meagan. Then, we went to QT. i got a hotdog, and a treat for Max. i am going to give the treat to him right before i leave. My Dad is going to drive me to the airport tomorrow. Right now, i am just sipping on my QT coffee. Listening to music on the radio. i think i will go to sleep soon. Or, try too. i slept all day today. So, i am not to tired. i want to save my sleeping, for sleeping on the air plane.
i have not heard from William in a while. William is living in San Antonio. My Mom said he was getting used to his new job. i am not sure what that means. Is he making a living? It looks like he is going to school. He gave me his address for my background check. Each day, things are coming together for this Correctional Deputy career. Each day, God is guiding my steps to the right place to be. Whatever happens, i will just trust God. Who knows, i might not even get hired. When i get hired, comes the difficult part- deciding to follow through on it, nor not. Until then, i am safe. It will be a difficult situation.
On Facebook, i updated my profile picture. i put a picture of me, holding a shotgun, and wearing an Abbott for Governor shirt, on my Facebook account. i really like that picture. It reminds me of when i was younger. How i thought, how i acted. Actually, maybe that is not a good thing. i am not so sure my thoughts and actions reflected God. i am not sure if my thoughts and actions reflect God. i love you, Lord.