Sleepiness

    I have been sleepy lately.  I get off work, and I come home, and instead of playing a computer game.  I go right to bed.  I am not sure why that is.  I am taking medicine.  I think that might have an effect.  But it is not like I am losing energy.  It is just- I get tired after work.  Even though I enjoy my job as a Courtesy clerk, when I get home I am tired.  It is even hard to write in my blog.  I drink a pot of coffee to stay awake sometimes.  I sleep as soon as I get off work sometimes.  The tiredness does not go a way so, I try to find ways to stay busy.  Even though I am tired.  The sleepiness causes me to not want to do anything, so sometimes I have to force myself.  Even smoking a cigarette takes a lot of energy for me.  My sleepiness makes it hard to read sometimes.  I enjoy reading, and so I try my best to keep reading.  I just keep thinking of the passage of time.  After my wreck I began to consider about my life, as I felt I almost died in the car wreck.  

     Part of the sleepiness is being misunderstood.  I am on a quest to help someone.  People misunderstand what I am trying to do.  I put my energy into something, and I devote my energy to it.  That's the way it is for me, I just do it, not on purpose either.  Even right now, while I am writing, I just want to go to sleep.  The book I am reading, The Flying Tigers, is going extremely well.  I noticed that the first part of somewhat of a minibiography of Colonel Claire Chennault.  He grew up in Louisiana and attended Louisiana State. Colonel Chenault did a lot of hunting and fishing as a boy in eastern Louisiana.  He went from hunting and fishing in the South Eastern United States, to being the leader of the Chinese Air Force during World War II.  I think Colonel Chennault, ends up leading the Flying Tigers.  A group of American pilots who flew for China against Japan.  He actually modified his Hawk 75.  Here is what the Hawk 75, or P-36 looked like: 

https://www.militaryfactory.com/aircraft/detail.php?aircraft_id=155 USAF Museum Dayton, Ohio

Claire and Gibbon used the Hawk-75 to shoot down some of the bombers coming in.  It was Gibbon, who grew up in Seattle, who flew the P-36 mostly, in the book.  It was actually a trainer, but it had machine guns.  That is why Claire and Gibbon modified it and flew the Hawk 75 into harms way.  Thank you USAF Museum of Dayton OH for the image.